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when i blog too much at a place. it scares me somehow. of the history and what i've said. but i wont close this i think.
bye bye.
- Mood:
calm
Monday blues... start of school for the week again. *sigh*
Perks of monday - I get to see my eyecandy. YES~ i have an eyecandy. HAHAHA
I didnt notice anyone at all since school started... but i noticed him.. because he was on clutches. HAHAHA. (Hes now walking fine now thou.) Then i find that hes buey pai kua one. buey pai, buey pai. Except for a flaw. He has chicken legs. Legs too thin for his well built upper body, legs that were much thinner than mine! =/
Then class was over... i went to the library reluctantly, coz it was different from the direction my eyecandy was walking. HAHA. then look for some fr books but.. i cant find any on "substance over form". Gee... i seriously hate explaining the meaning of that, this is 1 chimelogy stuff.
Then as i was leaving... i saw the actress and actor... the couple who shot the jewellery ad together. coolness, another perk of today. I kinda like the guy but then ok lor... just look like how he look like on tv lor. HAHA
went to the bus stop. and as usual scan around first. but my target is not in sight. then i was thinking maybe hes at the opposite bus stop. but also dont have. but just as my bus came, i look opposite again.. and wah seh sia. really got leh. HAHA ok end of story.
I think its spring~ (if you can get what i mean). HAHA JOKE.
I think my preference changed. No more skinny pretty boys. I like well built one. HAHAHA not really well but lean muscular is perfect siol~
And i use to dislike ang mor so much... But not anymore. Maybe twilight has something to do with it. Carlisle is hawt~
Anyway back to reality.... it drowns me.
I was doing... no... trying to do my assignment of 33 qns... i cant do this i cant do that. then i found a qns which i thought i'll be able to do. Looks simple, shouldnt be a problem. I stared at it... and then my study guide... and then the notes... and repeat those 3 actions again and again for 45 mins.
GOOD GAME.
- Mood:
sad
think i need some sun tanning. AFTER PRELIM I WANNA GO ROLLER SKATE PLUS CYCLE. >=| Anyone game?
And japanese class frightens me alittle. the teacher let has have a go on the jlpt 3 listening qns. i am speechless. i couldnt catch what they were saying and could only attempt to guess pathetically. i'm glad i took jlpt4 instead of 3 last year. tsk tsk.
So after class i went to gai gai with A. She treated me fries. =D ok... I begged her to treat me since the week before. HAHHAH! then gai gai gai... when we were about to leave... she suggested to go to a shop.... alice 88. so i thought why not? i wanted to see the dolls there. and then we had to walk this stretch of road with trees... and the wind was blowing big and leaves were like flying, kinda like those you see in dramas and movies. So i tried to be dramatic.
"VAMPIRES ARE COMING~" I exclaimed and laughed. HAHA
A laughed too and i continued being lame.
"Edward is coming to get me!!!!"
A burst out laughing with her mouth full of ice which she had just popped in. and then the mix of her saliva and ice water splattered on to my face as the wind blows in my direction. =.=
I didnt get to see the dz mo i wanted to see... guess its sold. oh well~ *shrug* no loss. lol.
T^T 10 days... no 9 days left to do 33 qns of FR. i am doom. i always never learn my lesson. i hug on to buddha's leg far too much.
I think i can qualify as a half breed vampire.
Pale with permanent dark circles under my eye.
- Mood:
tired
The one I am listening to is River flows in you by Yiruma. I think he's a really great pianist. All the piano pieces I clicked on by him is so... full of emotions. He is real good.
I HAVE SOFT SPOT FOR MALE PIANIST. LOL. =X
Please listen and feel touched. HAHAHA. And if you'll like please share with me your thoughts on the song. (NO NONSENSE AH... if you dont like then just alt+f4 alright? thanks.)
- Mood:
chipper
ok.. so i had work... and then after work.. i went to look around for stuff... and killed my wallet.
guess what i bought...
(wah liew, my hair is curling/qiao-ing liao....)
~_~" AHHHH. BROKE LIAO LA.
okok i think this is the last rilakkuma i am going to buy myself. >=(
then i bought something for somone too. but i think it will be in my room sometime before i give it.
i am going to do my hw or assignment after i bath. i swear!!! CFFF U BETTER BUCK UP OK!!! CF MAI SIAO SIAO.
anyway twilight...
bella talks when she sleeps...
"Anything else?" I demaned.
He knew what I was getting at. "You did say my name,"he admitted.
I sighed in defeat. "A lot?"
"How much do you mean by 'a lot' exactly?"
"Oh no!" I hung my head.
He pulled me against his chest, softly, naturally.
"Don't be self-conscious," he whispered in my ears. "If I could dream at all, it would be about you. And I'm not ashamed of it."
So cheesy... but I LIKE~ HAHAHA
but anyway its not real one lor... i think think think of kei. but i only dreamt of him thrice.
first, i playing soccer with him and w-inds.... HAHA i dunnoe why, guess that was the year when soccer was "in" in secondary, 1 of the year with world cup.
second, brq was shooting a purple beer advertisement and i was a fen si there.
third... i know i dreamt thrice.. but i cant remember this one.... SAD AH.
chi sin liao.
- Mood:
discontent
I'm awaiting my kei single to come! I come home looking at the floor to see if theres those paper slip which says to collect blah blah from the nearest post office. but no... =( i wonder when will it come.
hmm... i saw the new pv of ban & akira's band. I think the real reason brq disband is because of music difference. its obvious now as ban and akira is still playing vkish music while kani/kei is going towards... eh i dunno how to name that genre. LOL.
i think i am so bias... i ony bought album and the dvd for kani. but for kei, im gonna buy all his single/album/dvd. but only 1 of each version la.. no money buy every single thing. lol later no one buy he no money eat. HAHA =X but then if i buy all then become i no money eat. =/
today... i spend 2h to do my japanese hw sia. with reference somemore =.=. i think i give back whatever i learnt from sensei after the test. lol. seems like this for every single exam or test.
lee junki acts so well sia. <3 the father died. i am so sad. =(
- Mood: calm
i woke up from a nightmare this morning. It wasnt exactly a nightare... but it certainly didnt make me feel good.
I am a green ball. a full of jealousy one. =(
whenver i'm jealous its always because of people, not money nor things. If you get what i mean...
this is the second time. i always seem to loose.
1 i couldnt keep, 1 i gave away.
both still makes me feel its not right. even thou it was me who pushed the second one away.
anyway this issnt about love alright. dont speculate.
I'm not in love. or i think i couldnt love?
EDWARDDDD!!! KEIIIII!!!
aiya suan le... call my boy more practical. he'll run to me within 10sec. HAHAHA
BOYY BOYYY EHHHH~~
- Mood:
confused
and the piano piece.. i'm still pretty hooked by it. and i still have that strange feeling. this piece is powerful. lol. i think i'm too engrossed.
alright bed time, i'm working tmr. work hard lcf. u need some money.
oh....
I FINISHED SCHOOL FOR THIS WEEK. lol i have to make this annoucement on every wednesday night. oops its thursday already.
nightys
- Mood:
cheerful
A feeling i hadnt felt for a long time and none as strong as this time. Maybe it was the book that influenced me to feel this way. Its on repeat in my player. ...................................
I checked my email and it seems like kei's cd+dvd is coming to me. XD i so wanna have his poster. but its a b2 size one... whats b2? smaller then A4 i suppose... sad. i want him to be everywhere in my room. HAHAHA. and then he can watch me sleep just like how edward watches bella sleep. *grins* HAHA joking! I'm just currently quite obsessed about twilight.
the strange thing is my bank doesnt seem to show the deduction of the cds.... weird... but nvm... lol.
and the wtf thing is... kei is gonna release a first full album in march. and the special edition one with blah blah bonus cost.... 8000yen.. the conversion to sgd on that site is 131sgd. T_T i wanna cry. well theres the otther edition which cost 3500yen.. but... i love kei alright...=*(
what do i do?
doll head 1 $80 sgd
doll head 2 $75 usd + ? shipping
doll head 3 $100++usd + ? shipping
heliot = $1500 sgd debt
plus kei's album $131 sgd + ? shipping.
....... i need a cliff to jump.
- Mood: sad
I'm really degenerating. =(
Guess what.... I'm still home. Class starts at 12. I skipped class again. Because I figured that... I'll fail the test for sure so I'm not gonna go. I wasnt late... i woke up before 10, plenty of time left for me to prepare to go. But I just didnt want to. The journey's time put me off too.
I got up and then read twilight. SWEET. And then I stopped and get depress again about school.
"Light up the sky"
I want someone to light up my sky too. Not in that lovely area... but for my study area la. =/
I'm just so unmotivated to do anything.
Sometimes i wish i could throw away my laptop. Coz I cant resist it.
Lets just say.... If I'm edward.... Bella would be dead. I'll bite her and suck her dry. For real....
loler... I love my dumb boy.
Last week, he has been faithfully peeing on the wall almost everyday. On the wall he was not supposed to pee. And after that he'll get a scolding and whacking from me. =X
One day, I woke up and then goes to the toilet, boy's toilet is also just next to my toilet.
And he hasnt pee-ed yet, and i know his routine... he'll pee when he see me go in the toilet. HAHA
So i pointed to the wall he was not suppose to pee and said, "No pee pee." Repeated a few time of that and said, "不可以小便。”Said a few time of that too. HAHA. ok, coz i dont know what language he understand. I know he knows whats NO, but i didnt know if he knows whats pee. And i always hear my mum saying 小便, so i think i should say both and he'll roughly get what i mean. HAHAHA
And then i sayang him alittle before going to the toilet.
And when i came out.... boy did pee but on his toilet area. wowness. HAHAHA.
and of coz i praised him and sayang and all.
I guess this shows that dog also like to 吃软不吃硬。
And he stopped peeing there for some days already. LOL. but i know he'll do that again... soon.
- Mood:
irritated
